I was in a dilemma of 'to buy' or 'not to buy' a new HP... Dad gave me $300 to buy a new hp as he know that my hp isn't working well.. I am also keen to get one.. but after going through the tedious process of selecting the handphone (with precious advise from Shennie), i decided not to buy. I am tired of making decision. So i returned the $300 to my dad and told him i will wait.

The fact is, i feel so broke. I am in fact, very broke in my financial terms, yet, I change hp? it doesn't make any sense. So i decided to clear off my debts first before owning one hp.

Started my tutorial class today.. FMGT wasn't gd. I was lost actually.. i mean, i am SLOW. But tutor is fast and kept on giving me eye contact so i need to pretend n nod my head....
Feel so lonely.. i am missing the 'big group' enthusiastic.. the 'chit chatty-ness' of my friends.
Project group with my new friends.... they look cool.. but I hope to get over and done with it asap...as its FMGT project...

I feel that i've got no one to talk to..not even my bf. He only got ' games, sleep, eat, QQ ' in his world. I am really tired of arguing and getting angry with him. "hopeless' opps in my head when he always don't listen to me.. ask me to repeat what i've JUST SAID. I repeat: JUST SAID. ALL because he wasn't paying attention listening to me on the phone...Whats the purpose of talking on the phone then? I really don't understand. ..