DAmn iT~!!! I hate today!!

Everything went wrong since yesterday... why all the things can't be carried out according to plan? Hate it. Who get all the blame? ME!

I know its not ya fault. But i just got so angry with his parents now. Last min things. I hate it. Can't eat reunion dinner with me. Can't go house visiting with me on 1st day of new year. Whats next? Can't go malaysia with me on 2nd day? the whole thing just totally sucks!!!

I'm starting to feel that everything is all against me!! Mum nags at me. She've cooked a large pot of soup cuz he's suppose to come.. i think i will skip rice later to drink on his behalf. Why things just happened this way?