Hai..totally so sianed.. de bar for ETP... kena mum n dad's scoldings..haiz.. think tmr onwards mum's attitude towards me sure change.. just know she nag me for taking AL to go KL last week.. she just doesn't know its two matters away. I guess she's going to nag me for going to hk next thurs liao... definitely will say i never learn my lesson blah blah.. hai.. but, its two totally different matters.. =(

I felt guilty also... for being de barred..hai.. super low mood now... tmr i planned to meet kun after school and eat dinner with his family..but, tmr i vegetarian.. i very scared mama will scold.. moreover i kena debarred..she definitely will say i still go out blah blah..haix.. What to do ah... hai...

My eyes are like panda now..didn't sleep well last night....eyes feel so dry now..but i don't care, must wait till kun home so that can talk to him after his long day of work..