So sad..so guilty..so disappointed with myself.. its time to do some reflection..

I was being debar from ETP... with poor attendance of 75%... its the 1st time i kena debarment.. Someone just told me off...saying its a waste for me to get debar now.. its like climbing so high and yet fall down so badly..haix..

I regretted skipping lessons... what can i do now..nothing..Hand in the appeal letter le. Hai.. thinking back.. i was really indeed stupid.. didn't plan in hand.. why come so far and yet this happen??

GOt the form to apply for TES and LYK scholorship award... but i know my chances ain't high. Its just a trying.. haix... so much money loh.. IF i really can go Poly...that amount will help me alot... hai... But, chances are very very low to get the award... I'm pining my hopes low...hai

I just feel so so guilty now... i was nearly into tears when i was being told off.. i just realise how stupid i'm...hai..............................................