I just wanna escape into my own land for the next 2 day...

I don't know how to explain things to my relatives if they ask.. i just wanna escape...
Maybe if u r around, i wun feel so scared.... but now i m in all these alone...

To you, u might just think that its childish of me.... and simply can't understand why i cannot face it... i don't what else to say but to tell u that its really hard to face it alone....

Its so hard that i m trying to think of ways to escape ....

Ding, have it ever really appear to you that i really need u at times... and the reason why i didn't tell u how i feel when i sad is bcuz i have the impression that you'l say its silly and its like a 'no issue' kind of thing to you .... do u ever really place urself in my shoes...and look at things from my angle?
or am i over demanding..........